My Life in words

I am alive can you believe it?

2008-03-07T07:47:31Z

I cannot believe I am a writing in here again.... I actually cannot believe when the last time I wrote in here!

Wow so much has gone on and I am really not even sure where to start. I am trying to figure out this site again for one thing.

I guess to start about into a year in my marriage I got sick. I could not figure out what was going on and I really was just not a nice person to be around. I found out I had PCOS (will explain in another entry). So I have been dealing with that day to day!

Christopher and I are in NC. We love it here! Christopher will be deployed some time late August. Christopher is really back to the infantry lifestyle with schools, field, training, and not knowing when he is coming home. I guess that is one thing we knew about Parris Island was his schedule....LOL Christopher is so busy. I know this is what he likes to do the most.

Here check this out

2005-08-09T22:13:07Z

xxfmucollegexx @ 2005-07-19T18:36:00

2005-07-19T22:37:11Z

I am back and a little sun burned but I am not bicthing about it. Well not a lot goin gon with me. My aid has finally come through so I can finish my last year. Then from there who knows what else. I am going to right a letter to one of my moms friends she is an ER nurse so she can give me advice on some nursng choices. My dad is flyin gout hopefully no later then this weekend to see his mom. She has requested him to come home. I really think she might pass by Aug. I hope all is well with you guys.

Oh for the people who read my journal I am about to change journals.

You guys are not going to believe this

2005-05-26T23:36:17Z

My husband won a cruise to the bahammas for two people.... can you say honeymoon!!! I am so excited I mean we probally will not take the trip until dec sometime but still I cannot believe he won

FRIENDS ONLY

2004-11-29T14:55:16Z

comment to be let into my world

My Rules

1. Be open minded... please respect my views... and I will do the same for you.
2. No one under the ge of 18 please. (Will make exceptions just ask)
3. Do not spam my journal
(most important rule or statementI should say)
4. You dont have to have everything in common with me to be a friend. I love to learn and meet new people. With out diffrent people then th world we live in would be blah...

Well I am back

2004-11-29T14:54:16Z

Well I am back.... I have not updated in so long but I decided to bring my journal back up. A lot of things have happend but I will share them all later.... My journal will be a friends only journal from the next entry on.

xxfmucollegexx @ 2004-05-08T21:47:00

2004-05-09T01:48:45Z

well I am still here...just hanging out in my room...really doing nothing...why because I have no life!!!! I start summer school in june and I work non stop... watch the news for obvious reasons....and nothing else

LOL

yeah I suck

I am

2004-04-28T00:02:07Z

I am still alive....just been really busy with classes..... I have only a year left than I grad...can you believe it? LOL

ya I know

2004-02-25T17:50:11Z

Ya I know I have not been here.... but I really dont care right now.. .I am tired... and school is more important right now... LOL... you know right now I am craving chocalte but I dont eat chocalte anymore...hmmm must get the patch for chocalte...well I am going now..by for now

lol

2004-02-25T17:48:35Z

You are a faerie of the flame. You tend to lose
your temper at the littlest thing, hot-headed.
You're a loyal friend to those who can
understand your raging moods. You're social
though claim not to be. You are no one else but
yourself and sometimes you try to hard to be
just that. You're a passionate friend, and
would do almost anything for those you care
for.

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it is here

2004-01-17T03:14:53Z

it is here! it is here! my brand new laptop!!!! oh it is so awsome

I am back in class

2004-01-14T17:32:59Z

boring............sometimes I wish I was in high school...hanging with deanne and my other friends (well maybe not my old friends because I really dont have any).... :( I am taking 17 credit hours again.... hmmmm what is wrong with me.... the world may never know

hmmm

2004-01-12T18:29:50Z

how am I going to deal with my boyfriend going to play in the sand ( you know Iraq) he is leaving on my dads birthday (Feb 17th).... I am for the war.... but now it is diffrent....I have some who I love very much going over there..... :(.... sometimes I wonder why I am put through these things.... sigh

I got

2004-01-09T18:34:36Z

I got a new computer a laptop by Dell it is awsome :)

I am tired

2004-01-09T13:14:51Z

I am tired and I want to go to bed oh also have a new journal if I did not mention it already....it is www.greatestjournal.com/users/ladybug83202003 check out if you want.... deanne and her friends did the layout of it... :)

YA YA

2004-01-07T15:25:58Z

WELL I AM STILL HERE....LIVING BREATHING.... WHAT EVER YOU KNOW... WELL MY BF TOLF ME ON THE FIRST THAT HE IS BEING DEPLOYED TO IRAQ..OR AFGANISTAN (I HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO SPELL THAT).... I KNEW HE WAS GOING OVER SEAS BUT HE WAS ONLY SUPPOSE TO GO TO THE MED...... I KNOW I AM FOR THE WAR AND ALL BUT NOW I AM REALLY SCARED...PLEASE EVERYONE PRAY FOR HIM AND THE OTHERS THAT ARE OVER THERE

I am

2003-12-11T16:39:23Z

I am at greatest journal now..... my name is ladybug83202003.... I am still going to use this one...for poems and other things....

can I have you

2003-12-11T00:55:54Z

can I have you by my side....
to love and to hold for all the times....
I thought I knew so many things....
about love and life....
In reality I knew nothing about anything....
You came in my kife...
and sweeped me off my feet....
floating on cloud nine....

grrr

2003-12-08T17:53:41Z

I am so glad this freakin semester was over.....this was my hardest semester yet...I dont think I was ready to take three sciences at once....yes I know that I am awsome in science but I never had to take a lot of them together...and it is very stressful...I mean strrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeessssssssful.... oh well... I will just try harder next time.... I now know what to expect...not to mention never take CLABO this man is horrible I mean horrible...he should be shot for the good of the scoiety...

and not to mention the fact that I miss my baby.... :( I want him here right now.... right now... I tell you

Insane

2003-12-07T03:05:20Z

I am going insane.... I am trying to be strong but.... I miss him so much I cant wait to see him agian :).......

love

2003-11-26T00:06:11Z

I am here with my guy.......love him :)

I am so happy

2003-11-18T17:18:06Z

I know I have not been writing in here like I should but I have been so busy..... and I mean busy...sheesh...LOL I cannot wait to get this freaking semester over....NEVER TAKE CLABO ....anywho my next semester schedule is just as packed but I got a M W F so I only have to be here three days a week so it saves me a lot of gas money.... my boyfriend christopher an I are doing wonderful....I never been so happy.... for once I am being treated like absoulte rolatiy....and to be honest I never knew those kind of men were out there until now.... I like the idea that I get to know him...and develop feelings for him.... instead of jumping so many steps (people who know about my last relationship know what I am talking about)..... we are going on three months....and I am enjoying every minute of it.... so wish me luck... LOL well I need to get going I have class in a few

oh hey jessica and krystal I know I have not been around but you to have crossed my mind several times...I hope all your wedding plans are going well... :)

I am going to have fun

2003-10-17T15:58:39Z

I am going to have fun this weekend..... me and my guy are going to have a blast if you know what I mean....well I am off to chem lab.... hopefully I do not kill myself...will chat later... :)

My journal

2003-10-14T21:51:43Z

My jounral is off some dates...who freakin knows what happen...I have not died I am still here just been real real busy..... I mean real busy... school and work not to mention I have a life agian....LOL ya I know it is hard to believe but it is there I have one....

I keep having this dream about this 6'2 blonde hair green eyes marine...that is my new guy....and I wake and guess what..... ? he is not gone....he is really there....and he is mine.... LOL I am so happy.... :) for once things are going straight..... and I am high as a kite ( :) ) that is on life that is .......will be writing in here more often

two wonderful people

2003-09-27T00:19:01Z

I want to let the world know about two wonderful that I have in my life... Their names are jessica and krsytal.... these two girls mean the world to me...they have been there for me through thick and thin.... and I love them with all my heart...... even when I was not all there they were there (they know what I am talking about)...these two girls are about to open a very big chapter in their life and close another one...they both graduate this spring.... and both are getting married to great guys (hey scott! hey junebug!) I saw krsytals wedding dress and she will absoutley stunning on her day like a princess...and she is getting married at the beach (I think that is so romantic) ..... Jessica will be married next October....a year away...... she does not have her wedding dress yet but I am sure what ever one she decides on will be her dream gown.... :).... I wish them the best of luck and hope to keep in touch with these special people who I am so grateful to know :)